Hey, Facebookers

To everybody who is here through my status,
Boo yaaahhhhh!! :D
Yes, Here this is, my place.
I know it's a bit too late to be telling you (soon-to-be-two-years Precisely)
But I have never been a very open person. I have always been shy and reserved about my writings and drawings. Before you point out a mistake, do know, that I am still new at this. Before you say its good.. well.. go ahead and say because I know I am awesome! :D
Thankyou that you dropped by, mushkil waqt mein wesay bhi apnay hi kaam atay hain, aap logon k anay se meray pageviews aur khoon dono bohat barhay hain, Shukriya! :D
Aur ye k itni casual posts main yehan kerti nahien hun, yahan meri shakhsiyat khaasi mukhtalif hai, Magar for you... :p
Now that you are here, explore, I hope you all will like it, not that it is extra amazing or that I write real good. But only because this place is created with hope, dreams and love.
Enjoy!

I see you

When passes a shadow, thats full of light
I see you.
When I sleep, in my dreams,
I see you
Every passing moment, every passing day,
I see you.
In pictures divine, back in the sands of time,
I see you.
When the dark covers the light, when nothing comes to sight,
I see you.
Not a word, not a tear, not a cry,
But, its all true,
That I see you.
I see you smile, I see your pride,
I see you, even in the times not so bright.
When after a tiring day, I lay on my bed,
Giving me hope, I see you.
When things go wrong and people fight,
Helping me up again, I see you.
My tears have dried, cleared my eyes,
I feel you near and I see YOU!

I am still here

Assalam O Alaikum And Greetings,
                                               So Sorry to have been away for such a long time, I just don't feel like sharing anymore. Times have changed, so has my perspective about a lot of things.

I have not been writing lately, not even in my personal diary anymore. I just cant feel the same way about it. Before, writing used to give me peace and comfort. It was a way I could let my inner storms out, now, its all different. It seems like writing is no more able to give me what I want, my inner storms are so deep inside I cant find a way to let them out, they are etched within and I am not really able to find a passage to let them out. But it doesn't mean this blog means anything less to me. This blog made me able to do and think what I could not have otherwise. This place has a magic of its own and nobody else will ever be able to understand. This blog is my baby and it means a lot to me!!

Life after October has been harder then any part of me could imagine. There's been happy moments too, yes, but incomplete. Every happiness, every occasion, every event is incomplete. Just when I started thinking my life is perfect, everything became imperfect forever. From that day on, I am and will never be able too label any event or any thing as 'perfect'. The word is long gone from my dictionary.

But I am happy, at least everything is visible through dreams. This is all I have now.. This is all I will ever have from now on.

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All are requested to recite Surah Fatiha for my father whose soul departed from this world last tuesday. Rest in Peace, father, I know you're in a better place now!

To You, With Love And Respect, Me.

That smile of yours sweeps my feet away,
Your hug, like an assurance of being safe,
Your eyes that hold so much love,
Are like diamonds shining bright,
The way you walk,
Feels like a definition of grace,
The way you talk,
Feels like a melody so sweet,
No matter, how much I try,
Thankyou won't ever be enough,
For, everything you do is way too special,
And talk about paybacks?
That is'nt even possible!




This is a dedication to a person, who is generous, gracious and kind, who I love and admire and respect ALOT, who has a HUGE importance in my life. And As I have said.. Thankyou will never be enough. Today was special, Alhumdulillah!

Story of September

Assalam O alaikum and Greetings Everyone!
                     I know I have been away for so many days, I am so busy right now! Haunted by finals, but I have had alot of fun too! I have enjoyed September and October ALOT-
So let me tell you the list of things I got to do and that made me happy as a bee:

• Mid-night birthday chants

• A bouquet 

• Wishes coming true

• Lunch TWICE with the best friends 

• Shopping with buddies

• Magical, magical, totally amazing blessed hugs!!! 

• Favourite person on earth appreciating the deeds

• A surprise gift!

• Cakes

•  Baby girl born to a great friend!

•  Bought shoesssss!! (I love buying shoes)

•  Planned some great stuff with best friend

 And I stay in the happy bubble foreverrrr.. So it's pretty much Still new and I still have those same tingly happy feelings! Ahh Thankyou God for all of this and everything else!

My finals are near and I am dreading them. Also I have had the last day of my college and it was weird going out of that door and knowing you're never going to do this again the same way. I will be having my farewell soon too. As much as I am hating to leave the college I can proudly say I have had totally amazing years here and I have made moments memorable. Specially in the last year I did everything I wanted to do. I have a crazy best friend who was there in everything I did. I enjoyed and loved those moments.

Today was perfect.

It's little things that make your world perfect.

Dear, Best Friend I wish everything remains perfect in your life, for you, for me and for us. <3
And I also wish, those beautiful feelings will remain same, forever.