Thankful For Today!

Today will be remembered in great words for the rest of days that come in my life.

I told my Teacher!

Assalam O Alaikum And Greetings!
                                         How are you guys?
I wanted to share something with you guys! You know what!? I went to my teacher's office and I ASKED HER MYSELF IN PERSON TO READ MY BLOG AND READ MY POST. It's a big deal people, It's a BIG deal.
It took me alot of courage to do that. I am a shy person. I roamed around her office for like 1 hour and tried to talk to her like 12 times but ended up returning back to the benches outside. Yes, I know, I am a chicken. But finally I did get brave enough to go ask her. I wanted it to be anonymous.. since she does'nt know me by my first name before saying it to her I messaged her on facebook, but she could'nt reply or visit the page. So me being impatient as ever, today, I talked to her. So... My letter does'nt get to be anonymous letter. But she is going to read it and that's actually what matters!
She smiled entire time I talked to her! She is so nice. She is such a wonderful person. I am so blessed to be her student and I am sooooo thankful for it. :') My day has been Amazing! :')
I smiled the entire way home! and one woman even eyed me suspiciously if I was smiling at a guy or something! :D hahaaa!! 
After I talked to her, I was literally shivering, butterflies in my stomach... what not! I wish she finds time to read the actual post on my blog!
For those of you who don't know what I posted for my teacher can see it here: My tribute to her

Of Emotions that are shown and that are hidden...

Those green eyes, Those green eyes with so many emotions..
Emotions running like colors thrown across the canvas
And colors... Ah those colors! Those dull and dark and mysterious colors
And the face.. The face told another story
The face was as happy as anything!
The face was cheerful and joyous as ever...
Oh and the heart... The heart was long gone...
Just vanished into thin air...

A Tiny attempt of saying Thankyou and you Rock!

Assalam O Alaikum and Greetings!
How have you folks been? I am so sorry for not wishing you Ramadans and Eid and 14 August... There had plenty of things getting done this summer. I could not write anything.

Beginning with a sorry.. I wanted to share a letter with you all. I wrote it for my teacher in my college a few months ago and I never gave it to her or even thought of doing that. It took me ALOT of courage to ask her to read this. I will be typing in EXACTLY how I wrote. I won't edit but may add up few things. It is dedicated to her and one more amazing teacher who was in my school who inspired me for Hijab.

It's a Thankyou letter. I wanted to let her know in words that all she does is acknowledged and very much appreciated. That she is a wonderful person. That I and others look up to her.

It is a written tribute to her for doing all that she does. It is a Tribute to the BEST TEACHER in the World! 

Here it goes:



Dear  Respected Ms,
                                I know, this crazy stupid letter of mine will never get through, I'll still write though. To satisfy my heart I will.Anyway, You are one of the few teachers I look up to. You are one of the few people in my life whom I have come across and instantly developed extreme respect and love in my heart. You are the person I want to be. Your footsteps will be my guiding stars, your acts will be my way of life. I hope one day, I could gather so much courage and tell you all this.
                               I am that one crazy Crazy girl, who, when you enter the class, stands up and starts literally starts to clap ( slowly though! :) ). I am that one girl who would always follow your sayings. I am that one crazy girl who bears alot, literally ALOT of respect and admiration and love... and well I am out of words here.
                   You are my role model. You are my Inspiration. You are who I want to be. You are simply outstanding and the best! I wish I could be like you. I wish I could be a good example for others. I wish I could be like you and Become a reason for people around to do good and be good. I so wish I could be like you.
         I hope, that one day, when I reach somewhere in my life, I'll atleast try becoming that mother that you are to all of us, I'll try becoming the mentor for people around me like you are, I'll try becomg a good omen for someone, I'll try becoming a good achiever like you are, I'll try becoming the reason for everyone's smile-lit faces  like you are.
                   Thankyou, thank you for being so generous and so amazing. Thank you for being a mother, a teacher, a mentor, a guiding star, a pillar of awesome-ness (sorry that's me being a typical teenager here) and everything else that you are. Thankyou from the depth of my heart, for being YOU!
                                                                                                                                     Your insane student,
                                                                                                                             of final year, KPGDCW
                                                                                                                                          7/4/2013


And I do not expect a lot to happen, just a smile across your kind face.
                           
                               

Just Vanished!

Between those things I vanish,
In those words and some phrases,
You would see me there, Vanished.

In all those moments and all those times,
When you see people happy and getting around,
You would see me there, Vanished.

Like an insect I could die, like a butterfly I could flutter,
But between the fluttering and dying,
You would see me there, Vanished.

Blinking my eyes and stopping the tears,
Trying to appear calm and strong,
While holding myself, you would see me there, Vanished.

Talking and laughing, playing around,
Doing everything that you'd do too,
You would see me there... Vanished!




Over and Out with a promise to bring something good to you next time!

And you would know.

And You would know in an instant...
You would know who is yours.
You would know who cares.
You would know who just says and who really acts.
The house of words would fall so hard.
The tower of act would only get stronger.
A time will come and you will realize, you will know.
Reality comes crashing down and hits you hard.
Those caring, will still be caring, those loving, will still be loving.
Just that a few names will be omitted.
Just that some people will be your history.
Just that some people will make it into the past.
Just that your heart will hurt alot-
But you will know, it's still a blessing.
It's still good. Because you got to know.
In disguise, you'll realize,
Who writes 'your's truly' and who really is.

AWARRRRDDDD!!

Assalam O Alaikum & greetings!
                                          How are you my people? How is Ramadan Kareem going? I hope it's nice.
I am proud to announce Ridx at Miss Ridx ;)  has given me an award.
She has an amazing blog and she is one of the most sweetest people I know on blogger. You all should visit her blog. It's Awesome!

It's Liebster award!

Thank you for the award! It's so kind of you! :)
I am answering the questions right away!

So her Questions are following and They are ALOT, yes as you scroll down you are going to see alot of questions so this is going to be a pretty long post!

Have you ever made a prank phone call? 

Oh Don't ask me! I did that when I was very young. I was staying at my cousin's place and we made lots of prank calls at 2 am! No body found out about us, still we never did that again, it was fun though! :D

Do you believe in karma?

 I do.

What is your perfect pizza? 

Pizza with LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS of cheese, some chicken, pepperoni and capsicum. Yum!

 
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?

Literally First thought usually is : ganaa ganay se pehlay kalma parhna hai! LOL that's because when ever I wake up, my brain turns on some background music and that's pretty weird!


 
What is your first thought before you go to bed?   
Oh it's random. Sometimes praying that I get up on time next day, sometimes I make a list in my head of to-do notes for the next day, sometimes I think I should be munching some chocolate right now!

 

Do you get along with your family?

Yep!

Do you make wishes on shooting stars?   

I read Islamic history for shooting stars, since then, nop.

If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? 
Erm...I will have to change minds of people to change that one day, it's hard to answer!

Do you remember your dreams? 

Yeah, sometimes. I still remember some really weird and horrible nightmares which I had way back.

 
 

Are you a morning person or a night person? 
Both!

 

Do you have any phobias?  

Even if I have any, they are'nt discovered yet, so, No.

If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature what new animal would you 

 create?

I Wouldn't!


  

What's the most unusual conversation you've ever had?

I don't remember right now, but there are many!


 

If your parents hated your partner you currently loved would you ditch him or carry on with him despite the protests?  
I don't have a partner yet! ;)

And when I will have that would be through my parents *full desi* so No chances of that! 

 

Have you ever been professionally photographed?

No. 


 

Do you prefer blue or black inked pens?

Blueeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I love it! Also I think I write more neatly in blue.


 

Have you ever baked your own cake?

 My own Birthday cake? No, but I have baked cakes a lot of times.

What's your favorite smell/scent?

Baby scent and Indian Jasmine or Motiya.


 

Can you blow bubbles with bubblegum?

Yeaaaa!! :D
Andd It's fun! 

What was your favorite birthday?

19th Birthday was my favourite birthday because my friends came, we chilled out, it was a lot of fun! I'll never forget it!

Haiyyy Ridxy I'm tired now! :D I'll continue anyway!!

 

Can you curl your tongue?
I just tried after reading your question and my answer is : Yes, I can. It's so easy by the way! :p

 

If you could learn any language fluently what would it be?
Chinese and Persian!

 

What historical Figure would you love to see in 21st century life?

Lady Diana. and also Sir Allama Mohammad Iqbal, I wanted to see him in real when I was young!

As a kid were you ever frightened of a monster under the bed or in the cupboard?

I was frightened of monsters, yes, but not under the bed or inside the cupboard.



  

Do you like clowns?

I neither like them nor dislike.


 

Are you a clean or messy person?

Astonishingly both. I am particularly clean in few  things and I am real messy in some. I keep the balance. ;)



 

Can you play chess?
Yes I can. With all thanks to Chess Titans of Microsoft Corporation, Windows and slow internet connection.

 

What's your favorite Movie quote?

Such a zalim question. Manyyyyyy.

 

What's your favorite type of tree?
None. Should I have a favorite type of tree?!

If you could bankrupt one person or company who would it be?
No one. I am too forgiving! *batters lashes*

If you could steal one thing without consequence what would it be?

Let me change it I would steal for a day with out consequences, Okay?!

I'll head to chocolate factory and steal all the yummy chocolate, then I'll head to the Nestle juices and steal cartons of orange juices, next I'll go to a pizza shop and steal as many pizzas I can and also Russian salad, then I'll go to steal some extra cheasy Zinger and then I'll go steal a HUGE freezer to store all of it. I'm such a foodie! :p

books also came to my mind but No. I'll just buy books, I hate stealing them! 

Do you prefer shopping on the high street or online? 
Shopping High street, yea!

Would you ever want to learn to fly?

Yes, Yes, YESSSS!!

 

Do you often read your horoscope? 
Nop I don't believe in it so I don't.

Have you ever had a proper Tarot reading? 
No.

 

What's your favorite brand of newspaper?

Dawn.

Do you do your utmost for the environment? 

I Try to, yes.

Do you ever make your own greetings cards?

Hell YEA. I love doing that! It's totally another feeling when the card you're giving someone has been made by you. I like to give and receive self made cards, I feel like there are more emotions involved this way.




So that's that people... Adois!