In search for brighter days,
I'd spend eternity,
Thinking I'd seen the sun,
Up-close in my face,
Now all I wait is for dew and rainbow,
Shining stars and glow,
All I want is good times,
No one bickering their truths about me,
No one telling the world,
My where-abouts, my life, my time,
No one judging me,
Over how I perform,
All I want is peace and calm,
All I want is what's mine to be mine.
Time is slipping,
in seconds,
moments,
blinks,
I long,
For time to stay,
calm and mellow,
Where I can,
fall in love,
And find myself,
Again...
Let's grow,
Let's find our own seventh sky,
Free ourselves from the ties of this world,
Free our souls,
The world is cruel,
But my beloved,
Who said we need the world anyways,
We are content that way,
On our own.
Let's run away,
Let's go,
My beloved...
Hello!
Greetings everyone! I have no idea where to start from. I am now in a different phase of life. Married, two babies. Life is a bliss and a chaos at the same time. My older girl is five and a half and son is two and a half year old Masha-Allah.
I, myself am going to turn 28 in a few days. Whew! getting old LOL! I usually can't relate to much that I have written back when I started writing. It is all so different now. The way life and it's dynamics are. I left blogging when I got married. I did it to give more time to family and home but now I somewhat regret doing that. I shouldn't have abandoned it altogether. Because when I left writing on this baby of mine, I left a part of myself behind. I miss that part of me where I used to have creative ideas, writing plans, goals of where to take my blog. I lost all that and I regret doing that. This was somewhat my identity. This place knew me like nobody else did. This place was the one I owned, completely. This was my one get away from the ugly world. I will make sure now, to come back here more often. Write all my sorrows and my joy here and turn away from the world for even a few minutes.
I have learned very hard way, the world is cruel and ugly and if you trust them with more then they deserve, they will turn it against you in the brutal way possible. The faces are sweet and their realities are bitter.
And that more often then you'd like, you're alone to fight those battles.
I am stuck in the whirlwind of responsibilities and duties. A little time to myself has become a necessity. I'd love if I could write more often, freely, like before.
Till the next time we meet,
Goodbye, my little one, I still love this baby of mine.
Helllloooo!!
How have you folks been?
I've had a few errands pending since months literally, that got done. pretty relieved. *Phew*
I've been wondering, my babies have grown up so much, my older one pretty much manages most of her chores herself now, they do grow up so fast. Only you realize it later.
I remember when she was born, I was so scared, I felt like this is A HUGE responsibility. Another human being has been brought on earth who is totally dependent on me! How am I going to take care of her. And mind you, I knew most of the 'chores' that babies require to get done because I had nephews and nieces before I got married; chores like changing diapers, putting them to sleep, feeding them, massages etc etc. I wasn't one bit concerned of physical work. I was going bonkers because I thought the world is cruel and I will be taking care of a new human being.
Fast forward to now she's almost 5, VERY strong headed, a tiny heart and a brain FULL of questions. I swear I answer almost 926346 questions everyday. Honestly sometimes it is annoying :p
Don't label me as a bad mum, I have my ups and downs.
Life is full of energy and happy chaos. Everyday brings new challenges with itself, but it doesn't only bring challenges; it kindles new smiles and new hopes everyday!
Being a parent is a blessing!
ThankGod x infinity.
<3
Hi Ya'll.
While technology has been deeply rooted in our daily lives now, certainly it clashes with ethics and morals in some spaces. Our daily routines have been so accustomed to the use of latest gadgets and apps that we’ve become somewhat slaves to it. Who remembers using landlines anymore? We have mobiles and they’re so much better!
We find these devices a better, faster way to get anything done but we’re also damaging so many things in the process. Condolences are paid on phones and we lost the feel of hugging someone who needed it the most. Your best friend had a baby, you video-called instead of actually visiting, couriered the gifts along; the baby became familiar with you as “The aunt who comes on my phone and sends me parcels”. Oh and food is eaten only AFTER you’ve taken a few good pictures to be posted on social media.
The granny who longed to see you and talk to you is now hopelessly watching you staying busy in your tab sitting right beside her, as if you weren’t even there. The education suddenly flipped towards online meetings and assignments. The little children lost interest because they wished to sit beside their friends and learn together.
Certain someone wants to keep a specific news to themselves, their news spirals like a wild fire because someone else posted and now social media is full of that one news. Your next door neighbor is extremely sick, you haven’t visited them in person since ages, so you find out about their illness through their social accounts rather than through going to their place.
Being rude to strangers was never even thought of in olden time, now we find everyone on the internet fighting with each other. Perseverance and patience is drained down the hole and everyone debates over who is right and who is not.
We lost the human touch as we dived deep into technology. It will not be wrong to say, we grew closer to technology and farther from our dear ones. We’re busy capturing photos of rare moments instead of truly treasuring them. We are too busy being ‘tech-savvy’ that we lose the real essence of an instance.
I truly feel if in some ways, technology is the best solution to a lot of issues, we’re somewhat downgrading our ‘human-ness’ due to it.
We need to breathe and live more then being ‘techy’.
