Cruel Heartaches

Headaches are curable... Gulp down two paracetamols and you are on the go...
Its the heartaches... They cant be cured... One has to go through all of it's dark phases, and at times, alone. It's the deep, raw, dark kind of pain that doesn't go away. That renews itself with every event. Thats one quality of it. Heartaches never go away, never fade in the background, never leave. Heartaches dont leave scars, they stay. Mostly, they deepen with the circumstances. They make sure, you dont forget them. Even in the happiest of times, these perhaps become the reason that you dont say it's perfect, because at the peak of your happiest laughter, there's a heartache that reminds you of itself.
Your glories, mights, powers, all surrender when, in your heart, there is a weeping, striking, drowning ache.
At times, these heartaches are so mean, they dont let you share them with any other soul. They make you the soul holder of them. They are strange, powerful. They rule over you, in lonliness, in crowds, in happiness, in sadness. They become a part of you. They make sure to get included in every phase of your life. They make sure you remember them. They are treacherous, cold, feroucious,  unyielding. They are heartaches...

Self-Obsession.

Assalam O Alaikum And Greetings fellow people!

How are you doing? So.... Its been long since I posted anything. I am back in Karachi now Alhumdulillah and basically lazing around (reason for no-pictorial-post) and sleeping and eating. So I decided I should interact and post something, how ever small it may be.
This is a self-obsessed post which means you will get to know some completely random facts about me.

• I love Great Britain's accent. I can literally sit and listen to them all day.
• One day, I would like to visit Turkey and Australia and Venice.
• I LOVE roaming around the house in my PJ's.
• My favorite T-shirt is the biggest one I have got (and the softest one).
• When something is super nice I use the word 'best-est' for it, which, I know is completely wrong but... I use it anyway.
• I shiver really bad when surprised.
• I dont say out loud what I feel but I write, which is more intense then saying out loud.
• I love having those deep, intense and meaningful conversations with some of my family members and my best friends.
• I write random stuff and expect to read it after years and laugh on it, but what happens is, when I read my old stuff now, I get embarrassed AND say this alot 'Seriously?'.
• I get obsessed with colors for a while and in that while most of the things I have are of that color. These days its Royal Blue by the way.
• I LOVE kids.
• I REALLY DONT LIKE airplanes, flights, airports. I hate goodbyes. I dont like long, boring flights (they dont even serve nice food most of the time)
• As much as I say I love food, I dont eat as much.
• My best friend has crazy plans for my future.
• I love recieving letters, like, hand written letters.
• Hand-made things attract me more then anything else. It is a gesture of the fact that a person is so caring they made something for you themselves.
• I cry even during animated movies like Lion King. I cry while reading too. It looks like my tears are just waiting to come out!
• I love when I get to watch a really cool series with my family. We've watched so many together like One Tree Hill, Grey's Anatomy, House MD and Castle.

That's that. Hope you have a good week and a great weekend!
Sending Smiles your way! :)