Wednesday, 8 June 2016

From A Mother, To Another!

With all it's beginings,
Life began,
After so many years,
Life began,
So many firsts,
So many lasts,
Life began,
Time is precious,
Time is fast,
This will all go by,
before I know,
Then I'll remember, years ago,
Life Began,
I'll remember all the firsts,
I'll remember all the lasts,
I'll remember the journey,
and all it's days,
When times were tough,
When times didn't move,
When times were happy,
On a roller coaster ride,
And I'll say to myself,
Oh how beautifully,
My life began!

                       This ladies and gentlemen, is a small way of announcing that my journey as mother began about 6 months ago and really, life began, when I welcomed my precious little daughter in this world!

                      The journey from a woman to a mother changed me 360°. Little did I know, I'll not only fall in love with my daughter all that much but I'll love my own mum like I've never loved before.

                       To my mum I'd say, Thankyou Ammi! Thank you for raising me the right way despite of all that you went through! Times had been tough, You and I both suffered, we went through so much, but in the end, storms passed, skies cleared, rainbow did shine down on us!
                      Soon after, we lost our hero, but I because of you and you because of me, stood firm and cleared the test. Because of you, I am here. I couldnt have done that without you.
                      Thank you Ammi, for raising me the way I'd want to raise my daughter. You set the standards, You built the foundations. You made it easier, happier. I've never seen a woman as strong as you! Thank You Ammi, for all the love. Thank You Ammi, for being my rock, even now!

                       And as I cry, typing all of this, I am sure my siblings feel the same way! Ammi, we're all humble and Thankful to you for all the struggles you went through with raising us and making us who we are today! We love you to the moon and back!

Monday, 30 May 2016

As I watch you grow!

As I watch you grow,
I see your beautiful soul,
I realize time is slipping by,
Faster then I ever imagined,
I remember youwere so little,
Fitting perfectly in my arms,
All you could do was cry and look around,
Once I blinked,
& here you are,
All grown up,
So far away,
Going places,
Doing things,
How I wish,
I could still be with you,
Hug you like before,
& We'd burst laughing,
Over a crazy stupid thing,
How I wish,
I could relive that time,
As I watch you grow!

Happy 4th my little boy! Hope you have a wonderful life ahead!

Friday, 11 December 2015

Isn't it odd?

Isn't it odd? To have to say goodbye,
Isn't it odd? To then feel your heart going away,
Isn't it odd? To look at all the memories with blurry eyes,
Isn't it odd? To have to make yourself understand, the pain is inevitable,
Isn't it odd? To watch the memories grow stronger and stronger as you cry,
Isn't it odd? To never speak a word as you embrace to a painful goodbye,
Isn't it odd? To say goodye, but never feel distant!

Monday, 9 November 2015


In the entirety of sanity,
In complete faith,
In utter belief,
In all my senses,
With hopes of rainbows,
With thoughts of joys,
All moments; splendid,
All minutes; divine,
My heart beats,
To the rythem of your breaths,
My soul captures,
Every second spent with you,
And in solace do I find,
All that I need, want and love,
Is You.

Wednesday, 7 October 2015

A Small Catching up

Assalam O Alaikum and Greetings,
                                                         How have you folks been? What is happening? My life is busy as a bee, now that I have a fixed routine and married life. Husband dropped me at my Ma's so here I am, writing something finally!
                                                         I realized the preciousness of this place after I got married. Whenever I come here, I literally become a bear. Since there ain't any routine here, I sleep in when ever I want to, eat the whole day, wear the most ridiculous clothes I can. I spent 21 years of my life here and at times, I still miss this place even though it's been long enough to be used to my actual home! I guess a piece of my heart still lives here!
                                                        Home although will always be the place where I now live, with my new family, that will always be my place. Home has a renewed meaning after marriage. 

Sunday, 5 July 2015

Miseries in the town of her heart

And she stood,
Between her walls,
The walls so tall,
Drowning aches
Down her throat,
Reaching her heart,
Lonliness engulfs,
Her poor soul,
Taking away,
It's grieving breaths,
Pains too deep,
And then she surrenders,
To pains,
And walls.
She surrenders.

Tuesday, 30 June 2015

Big News and announcements! :)

Assalam o Alaikum and greetings,
How are you all my fellows? I am so very sorry to have been away for so long. I have been terribly busy. Life has turned a whole new way and I am still adjusting.
Here is a big news my fellow amazing people, I got married!! Yes. Soo... I dont get time to read or write. I am still new to a lot of stuff here in my new home. Still making adjustments. And I still miss my mom's home. I really really miss it so much. It's been 4 months now that I am married.
My husband will sure be so happy to read that I have announced here that I got married! He has been waiting for this for a long time. :)
So yes, times are now different and things are running way faster then I could imagine! Hopefully I will now start making time to come here and write more often.