Time is slipping,
in seconds,
moments,
blinks,
I long,
For time to stay,
calm and mellow,
Where I can,
fall in love,
And find myself,
Again...
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Tuesday, 14 September 2021
Thursday, 3 September 2020
Untitled Babble
Heeeelllllooooo Thereeeee!
Lol yes, I abandoned this baby because I got real human babies to take care of!
Yup I became a mama bear to two beautiful souls, for whom I could do anything at all.
Life is different, I am a completely different person now. I didn't quite know that. I have changed, no, more like I have evolved into a completely different being. I am more of a kickass now. ;)
I didn't realize that. That after the birth of my babies, I'd meet someone completely different, and that will be me, A Whole New Me.
My older one is turning 5 in a few months and her younger brother 2. Oh how over whelming it still is to think I have tiny humans of my own who depend upon me for everything.
Sometimes no me time and only their time stresses the hell out of me. I have now promised myself, no matter what I will be making a tiny bit of PRODUCTIVE time for myself too. The reason this 'productive' is such big fat word is because I have spent this me-time doing absolute-unavailing and purposeless activities.
For now I have just two things in mind:
* Write more on my blog/Facebook blog (yep I have one called advents of mommyhood, and I am shamelessly promoting it here.)
*Exercise. Yep. Gotta loose the tummy tyre. can't blame two cesareans anymore because they happened long ago. :p
Friday, 2 February 2018
Embracing Motherhood
Motherhood is a different journey. Different then any of the others anyone has ever been on. It takes so much of you but it completes you. It teaches you so many things.
Motherhood takes strength. It takes time. It takes the whole of you. It's tough. It's all that and it's beautiful.
It's all of those moments when you think you're done with everything and it's all of those moments when you think it's just a beginning. It begins when you think everything is over. It begins when you think you can not do it anymore. It begins when you break down. It begins when you are at your wit's end. It begins when you are on the verge.
It rises you up again and it makes you whole, complete. It gives you back all of your strength. I'd not have known this, if I wasn't a mother.
If I was not a mother, I'd never have wiped a sticky smelly butt with so much love in my heart. If I was not a mother, I'd never have woken up, a hundred times a night and looked at a sleeping baby, just to make sure she's all okay and comfy in her sleep. If I was not a mother, I'd never have compromised on my hygiene and care, never slept in a puked-on PJ and letting go of oiling a my hair every once in a while.
If I was not a mother, I'd never have slept odd hours and still be ready for the next day. If I was not a mother, I'd never have been so happy over a dirty nappy after days of little constipated tummy. If I was not a mother, I'd not ever have been so much happy that I'd burst crying with love and joy, over little steps, first words, first foods.
If I was not a mother, I'd never have been happy over a dirty face, dirty table but a full tummy. If I was not a mother I'd never have been over joyed for a smile after a bad, cranky day. If I was not a mother, I'd never have felt the sparkle in the little eyes upon seeing me.
If I was not a mother, I'd not have known that simple joys of life would bring immense tranquility in my heart and in my life.
Also, If I was not a mother, I could have blogged all of this last year when I actually wrote it. :)
Motherhood takes strength. It takes time. It takes the whole of you. It's tough. It's all that and it's beautiful.
It's all of those moments when you think you're done with everything and it's all of those moments when you think it's just a beginning. It begins when you think everything is over. It begins when you think you can not do it anymore. It begins when you break down. It begins when you are at your wit's end. It begins when you are on the verge.
It rises you up again and it makes you whole, complete. It gives you back all of your strength. I'd not have known this, if I wasn't a mother.
If I was not a mother, I'd never have wiped a sticky smelly butt with so much love in my heart. If I was not a mother, I'd never have woken up, a hundred times a night and looked at a sleeping baby, just to make sure she's all okay and comfy in her sleep. If I was not a mother, I'd never have compromised on my hygiene and care, never slept in a puked-on PJ and letting go of oiling a my hair every once in a while.
If I was not a mother, I'd never have slept odd hours and still be ready for the next day. If I was not a mother, I'd never have been so happy over a dirty nappy after days of little constipated tummy. If I was not a mother, I'd not ever have been so much happy that I'd burst crying with love and joy, over little steps, first words, first foods.
If I was not a mother, I'd never have been happy over a dirty face, dirty table but a full tummy. If I was not a mother I'd never have been over joyed for a smile after a bad, cranky day. If I was not a mother, I'd never have felt the sparkle in the little eyes upon seeing me.
If I was not a mother, I'd not have known that simple joys of life would bring immense tranquility in my heart and in my life.
Also, If I was not a mother, I could have blogged all of this last year when I actually wrote it. :)
Sunday, 9 July 2017
Not Everyone Matters, Make Peace.
After all these years and all this time, I've learnt that it doesn't matter if whole of the world isn't happy with you. It doesn't matter if everyone doesn't appreciate or respect. It's okay to leave those faces unhappy. Because the people who love you for who you are wouldn't need explanations. The people who are truly yours will not need clarifications. They will not doubt your actions for even a second. They know you, they know who you are and what you did. Even if somethings don't turn out the way they expected to, they will not need a single word to believe that all your intentions and all your efforts were right. The people who love you truly and fiercely, will always stand by you, even when you don't expect them to.
The rest of the world can go and create unnecessary dramas. I've learnt that the hard way. I've learnt that it's not necessary to roam around people who have their egos on the highest shelf. It's okay to not try hard to make everyone like you. It's okay to leave the frowning faces exactly like they are and move about with your own life. You were only put on earth to please God the Almighty and not people, whose only job is to judge you from far away and label you some names.
You deserve peace. Learn to make peace.
The rest of the world can go and create unnecessary dramas. I've learnt that the hard way. I've learnt that it's not necessary to roam around people who have their egos on the highest shelf. It's okay to not try hard to make everyone like you. It's okay to leave the frowning faces exactly like they are and move about with your own life. You were only put on earth to please God the Almighty and not people, whose only job is to judge you from far away and label you some names.
You deserve peace. Learn to make peace.
Thursday, 8 June 2017
Men Being Equal to Women
The day men learn women do not dream equality, will be the day a lot of things will sort themselves out. You see the problem here is, the egos of men, their pride, makes them think the women are trying to compete with them to be equal to them. Where as, woman, they just strive and struggle to be where they deserve to be. A place they could own with pride, understood and cared for. No smart woman wants to be equal to man.
We know, who we are and where we stand, least it's not equal to man. We give you generations, we look after your children, we teach them life, more over, we look after you, that my fellows is far away from being 'equal' to you.
Equal? No. Because two entirely different bodies made from entirely different substances can not be compared, hence, no question of being equal or not.
You go glorifying man-hood with pain, they go glorifying themselves with love. You still don't understand: No equality needed.
Men, made from blood and gore and women made from emotion. They're two different creatures. Women don't want to be equal to men, they just want to be beside men doing their own job, with pride, courage and dignity.
I don't know from where does this question of women being equal to men came from, but this is utter non-sense. Men build houses and women make it home. Men give cash and women turn it into food. Men give emotions even they themselves don't understand, women turn it into love.
So all you glorious men, next time someone tries to kill your man-pride by comparing two creatures, tell them: We're Incomparable!
We know, who we are and where we stand, least it's not equal to man. We give you generations, we look after your children, we teach them life, more over, we look after you, that my fellows is far away from being 'equal' to you.
Equal? No. Because two entirely different bodies made from entirely different substances can not be compared, hence, no question of being equal or not.
You go glorifying man-hood with pain, they go glorifying themselves with love. You still don't understand: No equality needed.
Men, made from blood and gore and women made from emotion. They're two different creatures. Women don't want to be equal to men, they just want to be beside men doing their own job, with pride, courage and dignity.
I don't know from where does this question of women being equal to men came from, but this is utter non-sense. Men build houses and women make it home. Men give cash and women turn it into food. Men give emotions even they themselves don't understand, women turn it into love.
So all you glorious men, next time someone tries to kill your man-pride by comparing two creatures, tell them: We're Incomparable!
Wednesday, 8 June 2016
From A Mother, To Another!
With all it's beginings,
Life began,
After so many years,
Life began,
So many firsts,
So many lasts,
Life began,
Time is precious,
Time is fast,
This will all go by,
before I know,
Then I'll remember, years ago,
Life Began,
I'll remember all the firsts,
I'll remember all the lasts,
I'll remember the journey,
and all it's days,
When times were tough,
When times didn't move,
When times were happy,
On a roller coaster ride,
And I'll say to myself,
Oh how beautifully,
My life began!
This ladies and gentlemen, is a small way of announcing that my journey as mother began about 6 months ago and really, life began, when I welcomed my precious little daughter in this world!
The journey from a woman to a mother changed me 360°. Little did I know, I'll not only fall in love with my daughter all that much but I'll love my own mum like I've never loved before.
To my mum I'd say, Thankyou Ammi! Thank you for raising me the right way despite of all that you went through! Times had been tough, You and I both suffered, we went through so much, but in the end, storms passed, skies cleared, rainbow did shine down on us!
Soon after, we lost our hero, but I because of you and you because of me, stood firm and cleared the test. Because of you, I am here. I couldnt have done that without you.
Thank you Ammi, for raising me the way I'd want to raise my daughter. You set the standards, You built the foundations. You made it easier, happier. I've never seen a woman as strong as you! Thank You Ammi, for all the love. Thank You Ammi, for being my rock, even now!
And as I cry, typing all of this, I am sure my siblings feel the same way! Ammi, we're all humble and Thankful to you for all the struggles you went through with raising us and making us who we are today! We love you to the moon and back!
Life began,
After so many years,
Life began,
So many firsts,
So many lasts,
Life began,
Time is precious,
Time is fast,
This will all go by,
before I know,
Then I'll remember, years ago,
Life Began,
I'll remember all the firsts,
I'll remember all the lasts,
I'll remember the journey,
and all it's days,
When times were tough,
When times didn't move,
When times were happy,
On a roller coaster ride,
And I'll say to myself,
Oh how beautifully,
My life began!
This ladies and gentlemen, is a small way of announcing that my journey as mother began about 6 months ago and really, life began, when I welcomed my precious little daughter in this world!
The journey from a woman to a mother changed me 360°. Little did I know, I'll not only fall in love with my daughter all that much but I'll love my own mum like I've never loved before.
To my mum I'd say, Thankyou Ammi! Thank you for raising me the right way despite of all that you went through! Times had been tough, You and I both suffered, we went through so much, but in the end, storms passed, skies cleared, rainbow did shine down on us!
Soon after, we lost our hero, but I because of you and you because of me, stood firm and cleared the test. Because of you, I am here. I couldnt have done that without you.
Thank you Ammi, for raising me the way I'd want to raise my daughter. You set the standards, You built the foundations. You made it easier, happier. I've never seen a woman as strong as you! Thank You Ammi, for all the love. Thank You Ammi, for being my rock, even now!
And as I cry, typing all of this, I am sure my siblings feel the same way! Ammi, we're all humble and Thankful to you for all the struggles you went through with raising us and making us who we are today! We love you to the moon and back!
Monday, 9 November 2015
You
In the entirety of sanity,
In complete faith,
In utter belief,
In all my senses,
With hopes of rainbows,
With thoughts of joys,
All moments; splendid,
All minutes; divine,
My heart beats,
To the rythem of your breaths,
My soul captures,
Every second spent with you,
And in solace do I find,
All that I need, want and love,
Is You.
In complete faith,
In utter belief,
In all my senses,
With hopes of rainbows,
With thoughts of joys,
All moments; splendid,
All minutes; divine,
My heart beats,
To the rythem of your breaths,
My soul captures,
Every second spent with you,
And in solace do I find,
All that I need, want and love,
Is You.
Monday, 19 January 2015
Books and Stuff.
Assalam O Alaikum and Greetings!
How are you all, my fellow humans? I hope everything is turning out to be great for all of you out there! Today I went for a book spree. Though because of shortage of time, I ended up only buying one book, but my best friend got four books. I bought 'Who's That Girl' by Alexandra Potter. It seems like a fun and jolly book, I have just started reading it. The writing style seems a bit like Sophie Kinsella's. Speaking of her, I am a huge fan! I have read almost all of her stand alone novels and they are great! Somehow I cant get my self to start any series. I have NEVER read any series and neither can I. I just don't have a thing for series. I think Sophie Kinsella's 'Twenties Girl' is one of her masterpieces and if you guys haven't already read it, you should give it a try! I wonder why a movie hasn't been been made out of it yet!! It's such a wonderful book.
Also, I am reading Ashfaq Ahmed's 'Zaavia' these days. I don't drown myself too much into it, it does get to be a bit dry, but I think it's one of those books that just makes kindness and love grow in you.
I am a huge fan of Umera Ahmed(like everyone else is'nt lol!)
She is an amazing writer. Besides Peer e kamil [Peace Be upon Him] which is everyone's favorite book these days, I think Laahasil stands out. It's story is very gripping. What I love about her novels is they are not all the same. Each one of them has a different story line and different writing plot, which I think is what makes her words shine.
There are also a lot of movies that are in my bucket. I have to watch 'Annie', 'Gone Girl', 'Penguins of Madagascar'. I hope I could watch these soon.
I have a really odd schedule these days that needs to be fixed up.
That's about it folks.
Sending love and prayers.
How are you all, my fellow humans? I hope everything is turning out to be great for all of you out there! Today I went for a book spree. Though because of shortage of time, I ended up only buying one book, but my best friend got four books. I bought 'Who's That Girl' by Alexandra Potter. It seems like a fun and jolly book, I have just started reading it. The writing style seems a bit like Sophie Kinsella's. Speaking of her, I am a huge fan! I have read almost all of her stand alone novels and they are great! Somehow I cant get my self to start any series. I have NEVER read any series and neither can I. I just don't have a thing for series. I think Sophie Kinsella's 'Twenties Girl' is one of her masterpieces and if you guys haven't already read it, you should give it a try! I wonder why a movie hasn't been been made out of it yet!! It's such a wonderful book.
Also, I am reading Ashfaq Ahmed's 'Zaavia' these days. I don't drown myself too much into it, it does get to be a bit dry, but I think it's one of those books that just makes kindness and love grow in you.
I am a huge fan of Umera Ahmed(like everyone else is'nt lol!)
She is an amazing writer. Besides Peer e kamil [Peace Be upon Him] which is everyone's favorite book these days, I think Laahasil stands out. It's story is very gripping. What I love about her novels is they are not all the same. Each one of them has a different story line and different writing plot, which I think is what makes her words shine.
There are also a lot of movies that are in my bucket. I have to watch 'Annie', 'Gone Girl', 'Penguins of Madagascar'. I hope I could watch these soon.
I have a really odd schedule these days that needs to be fixed up.
That's about it folks.
Sending love and prayers.
Saturday, 27 December 2014
I look back
Today...
Today I stop, I look back...
I see the long road that I have walked,
The paths I have crossed,
I see
The thorns that bled my feet,
The petals that were soft beneath,
I see,
Excruciating pain in my heart,
A smile on my face,
I see,
My soul drowning in distress,
My body jumping with cheerfulness,
I see,
So many things,
Disappointments, troubles, aches, hurts,
Heartbreaks, sorrows, misery, dejections,
I see,
Life, death, nothingness,
I see,
Strength, power and prayers,
I also see,
Happiness, joy, love, tranquility,
Memories, beauty, wonder, delights
Today I stop, I look back...
I see the long road that I have walked,
The paths I have crossed,
I see
The thorns that bled my feet,
The petals that were soft beneath,
I see,
Excruciating pain in my heart,
A smile on my face,
I see,
My soul drowning in distress,
My body jumping with cheerfulness,
I see,
So many things,
Disappointments, troubles, aches, hurts,
Heartbreaks, sorrows, misery, dejections,
I see,
Life, death, nothingness,
I see,
Strength, power and prayers,
I also see,
Happiness, joy, love, tranquility,
Memories, beauty, wonder, delights
Saturday, 13 December 2014
Random Thoughts About Life
Assalam o Alaikum and Greetings!
So, my dear dear readers, as the name suggests this is going to be a random array of thoughts jotted down in comfort of my nest in a cold December afternoon.
I think when it comes to relationships, possibilities and chances are two different things. They somehow don't sync in this context.
Happiness leads it's own ways. It does'nt really depend on situations or materialistic things. If you are willing, you can be happy with nothing in your hands. The strangest thing about happiness is, it increases when you spread it. Also, it's contagious. You see one of your loved one happy, there is no way you are not going to feel your heart jumping with joy.
The way you perceive things is the way you will lead your life. That is the reason why everyone emphasizes on being optimistic. You take things in a positive manner and you lead life with positivity.
Life doesn't stop for you or for anyone else. It goes on, as it has to go on. The people at the end, only remain in heart.
Sometimes, you keep so much in your heart, it starts hurting like never before. A good way to channel your emotions and energies out is very necessary or the burden on the heart will only get heavier and you will end up stuck somewhere you don't want to be, without anymore energy to move on.
It's very important to cherish people in your life. Thank you is a word you should constantly be saying to those around you. It lets others know you don't take take them for granted, you value them and the things they do for you are appreciated. It strengthens your bond, gives it meaning.
You see, there is a thing about human beings. As much as we crave for love, we crave for appreciation too. We need appreciation as we go on. We will drop down if not appreciated, our talents get covered with hopelessness. Learn to appreciate things and people around you.
Love should always be expressed.
Things don't Just happen. Everything, every moment, every event happens for a reason. It just takes us a really long while to reach to reason. But as we go through life, we should always keep in mind, there was a way things happened, it shall be worthed in the end.
And ladies and gentlemen, that is that for now. Hope to see you soon again. Thank you so much for your appreciation and kind words. It gives me a reason to write and more importantly, a reason to smile.
More things will be coming your way soon. A lot of big updates of my life too.
Oh and did I tell you all? There has been an addition to my wonderful family. My niece was born in October. She is the joy of my heart and the twinkle of my eye.
Hope to see you soon again. :)
Sending smiles and love.
So, my dear dear readers, as the name suggests this is going to be a random array of thoughts jotted down in comfort of my nest in a cold December afternoon.
I think when it comes to relationships, possibilities and chances are two different things. They somehow don't sync in this context.
Happiness leads it's own ways. It does'nt really depend on situations or materialistic things. If you are willing, you can be happy with nothing in your hands. The strangest thing about happiness is, it increases when you spread it. Also, it's contagious. You see one of your loved one happy, there is no way you are not going to feel your heart jumping with joy.
The way you perceive things is the way you will lead your life. That is the reason why everyone emphasizes on being optimistic. You take things in a positive manner and you lead life with positivity.
Life doesn't stop for you or for anyone else. It goes on, as it has to go on. The people at the end, only remain in heart.
Sometimes, you keep so much in your heart, it starts hurting like never before. A good way to channel your emotions and energies out is very necessary or the burden on the heart will only get heavier and you will end up stuck somewhere you don't want to be, without anymore energy to move on.
It's very important to cherish people in your life. Thank you is a word you should constantly be saying to those around you. It lets others know you don't take take them for granted, you value them and the things they do for you are appreciated. It strengthens your bond, gives it meaning.
You see, there is a thing about human beings. As much as we crave for love, we crave for appreciation too. We need appreciation as we go on. We will drop down if not appreciated, our talents get covered with hopelessness. Learn to appreciate things and people around you.
Love should always be expressed.
Things don't Just happen. Everything, every moment, every event happens for a reason. It just takes us a really long while to reach to reason. But as we go through life, we should always keep in mind, there was a way things happened, it shall be worthed in the end.
And ladies and gentlemen, that is that for now. Hope to see you soon again. Thank you so much for your appreciation and kind words. It gives me a reason to write and more importantly, a reason to smile.
More things will be coming your way soon. A lot of big updates of my life too.
Oh and did I tell you all? There has been an addition to my wonderful family. My niece was born in October. She is the joy of my heart and the twinkle of my eye.
Hope to see you soon again. :)
Sending smiles and love.
Saturday, 26 October 2013
To You, With Love And Respect, Me.
That smile of yours sweeps my feet away,
Your hug, like an assurance of being safe,
Your eyes that hold so much love,
Are like diamonds shining bright,
The way you walk,
Feels like a definition of grace,
The way you talk,
Feels like a melody so sweet,
No matter, how much I try,
Thankyou won't ever be enough,
For, everything you do is way too special,
And talk about paybacks?
That is'nt even possible!
This is a dedication to a person, who is generous, gracious and kind, who I love and admire and respect ALOT, who has a HUGE importance in my life. And As I have said.. Thankyou will never be enough. Today was special, Alhumdulillah!
Sunday, 18 August 2013
A Tiny attempt of saying Thankyou and you Rock!
Assalam O Alaikum and Greetings!
How have you folks been? I am so sorry for not wishing you Ramadans and Eid and 14 August... There had plenty of things getting done this summer. I could not write anything.
Beginning with a sorry.. I wanted to share a letter with you all. I wrote it for my teacher in my college a few months ago and I never gave it to her or even thought of doing that. It took me ALOT of courage to ask her to read this. I will be typing in EXACTLY how I wrote. I won't edit but may add up few things. It is dedicated to her and one more amazing teacher who was in my school who inspired me for Hijab.
It's a Thankyou letter. I wanted to let her know in words that all she does is acknowledged and very much appreciated. That she is a wonderful person. That I and others look up to her.
It is a written tribute to her for doing all that she does. It is a Tribute to the BEST TEACHER in the World!
Here it goes:
Dear Respected Ms,
I know, this crazy stupid letter of mine will never get through, I'll still write though. To satisfy my heart I will.Anyway, You are one of the few teachers I look up to. You are one of the few people in my life whom I have come across and instantly developed extreme respect and love in my heart. You are the person I want to be. Your footsteps will be my guiding stars, your acts will be my way of life. I hope one day, I could gather so much courage and tell you all this.
I am that one crazy Crazy girl, who, when you enter the class, stands up and starts literally starts to clap ( slowly though! :) ). I am that one girl who would always follow your sayings. I am that one crazy girl who bears alot, literally ALOT of respect and admiration and love... and well I am out of words here.
You are my role model. You are my Inspiration. You are who I want to be. You are simply outstanding and the best! I wish I could be like you. I wish I could be a good example for others. I wish I could be like you and Become a reason for people around to do good and be good. I so wish I could be like you.
I hope, that one day, when I reach somewhere in my life, I'll atleast try becoming that mother that you are to all of us, I'll try becoming the mentor for people around me like you are, I'll try becomg a good omen for someone, I'll try becoming a good achiever like you are, I'll try becoming the reason for everyone's smile-lit faces like you are.
Thankyou, thank you for being so generous and so amazing. Thank you for being a mother, a teacher, a mentor, a guiding star, a pillar of awesome-ness (sorry that's me being a typical teenager here) and everything else that you are. Thankyou from the depth of my heart, for being YOU!
Your insane student,
of final year, KPGDCW
7/4/2013
And I do not expect a lot to happen, just a smile across your kind face.
How have you folks been? I am so sorry for not wishing you Ramadans and Eid and 14 August... There had plenty of things getting done this summer. I could not write anything.
Beginning with a sorry.. I wanted to share a letter with you all. I wrote it for my teacher in my college a few months ago and I never gave it to her or even thought of doing that. It took me ALOT of courage to ask her to read this. I will be typing in EXACTLY how I wrote. I won't edit but may add up few things. It is dedicated to her and one more amazing teacher who was in my school who inspired me for Hijab.
It's a Thankyou letter. I wanted to let her know in words that all she does is acknowledged and very much appreciated. That she is a wonderful person. That I and others look up to her.
It is a written tribute to her for doing all that she does. It is a Tribute to the BEST TEACHER in the World!
Here it goes:
I know, this crazy stupid letter of mine will never get through, I'll still write though. To satisfy my heart I will.Anyway, You are one of the few teachers I look up to. You are one of the few people in my life whom I have come across and instantly developed extreme respect and love in my heart. You are the person I want to be. Your footsteps will be my guiding stars, your acts will be my way of life. I hope one day, I could gather so much courage and tell you all this.
I am that one crazy Crazy girl, who, when you enter the class, stands up and starts literally starts to clap ( slowly though! :) ). I am that one girl who would always follow your sayings. I am that one crazy girl who bears alot, literally ALOT of respect and admiration and love... and well I am out of words here.
You are my role model. You are my Inspiration. You are who I want to be. You are simply outstanding and the best! I wish I could be like you. I wish I could be a good example for others. I wish I could be like you and Become a reason for people around to do good and be good. I so wish I could be like you.
I hope, that one day, when I reach somewhere in my life, I'll atleast try becoming that mother that you are to all of us, I'll try becoming the mentor for people around me like you are, I'll try becomg a good omen for someone, I'll try becoming a good achiever like you are, I'll try becoming the reason for everyone's smile-lit faces like you are.
Thankyou, thank you for being so generous and so amazing. Thank you for being a mother, a teacher, a mentor, a guiding star, a pillar of awesome-ness (sorry that's me being a typical teenager here) and everything else that you are. Thankyou from the depth of my heart, for being YOU!
Your insane student,
of final year, KPGDCW
7/4/2013
And I do not expect a lot to happen, just a smile across your kind face.
Monday, 22 April 2013
Things, People, Moments, Emotions.
Assalam O Alaikum and Greetings!
How have you all been? How has life been... Sorry I have forgotten how to start.. And sorry for being away for such a long while.. Well now I am here.. Let's talk!
There are some people, who try to bring you down, who make false stories and try poisoning your people, they will do it even when you have nothing against them, when you have been only good towards them, they'll still do this, just to do this.
And then there are people who, no matter what, stick to you, stay with you, those are the people who'll always trust you, these are the people we should all recognize in our lives and we should let them know that they matter to us. We should thank God for blessing us with those people. We should cherish our moments with them. Life may not give you many chances to make sure your people know that you value them, so let them know.
There're moments in life when you think you're one lucky gem, when you think you've been blessed, when you think life has so much to offer. We should all absorb those moments. We should all hold onto them.
Love the moments, love people and make sure you always stay thankful for them. These are things in life which sometimes go un noticed... I think they should'nt.
And who ever here is reading this blog, this particular post: You're this one amazing person, stay awesome and love things around you and Smile!
How have you all been? How has life been... Sorry I have forgotten how to start.. And sorry for being away for such a long while.. Well now I am here.. Let's talk!
There are some people, who try to bring you down, who make false stories and try poisoning your people, they will do it even when you have nothing against them, when you have been only good towards them, they'll still do this, just to do this.
And then there are people who, no matter what, stick to you, stay with you, those are the people who'll always trust you, these are the people we should all recognize in our lives and we should let them know that they matter to us. We should thank God for blessing us with those people. We should cherish our moments with them. Life may not give you many chances to make sure your people know that you value them, so let them know.
There're moments in life when you think you're one lucky gem, when you think you've been blessed, when you think life has so much to offer. We should all absorb those moments. We should all hold onto them.
Love the moments, love people and make sure you always stay thankful for them. These are things in life which sometimes go un noticed... I think they should'nt.
And who ever here is reading this blog, this particular post: You're this one amazing person, stay awesome and love things around you and Smile!
Wednesday, 13 February 2013
My Imaginations...
Assalam O Alaikum and greetings!
Today I want to write about my imaginations.. old imaginations and stories I created in my mind when I was very very young, which had no practical realities but I was too immature back then to think about it!
I used to listen to radio. I was an avid radio listener. So there's one day, I'm in school in the most boring class and I imagined my self as a radio jockey and let me tell you people, I have a very vivid and an-almost-real sort of imagination.
I start my own story in my head about how I would interview people and how I would take public reaction and how I would interact with my fans and how I would love their appreciation.
And since that day I started making up whole scenarios in my mind about it. I used to create the scenes of it and loved it.
I loved the part where I'd interview my favorite people. I love knowing people who I usually interact with or want to interact with. I love asking people about their perception on things, people, life.
It amazes me of how much I STILL want to put in the interview part somewhere in my life because I'm so intrigued by human mind and it's thoughts. The thought that everyone is same and almost even reacts the same but is still a different person amazes me.
I don't want to be an RJ anymore but I would love, Absolutely love to interview some people and that would be un publicly, just for me.
People I'd want to interview would be Umera Ahmed, Samiya Mumtaz, Taylor Swift, A couple of my teachers, some characters from books and the list goes on...
These are people I want to know more about.
Over and Out with a promise to bring something good to you next time!
Today I want to write about my imaginations.. old imaginations and stories I created in my mind when I was very very young, which had no practical realities but I was too immature back then to think about it!
I used to listen to radio. I was an avid radio listener. So there's one day, I'm in school in the most boring class and I imagined my self as a radio jockey and let me tell you people, I have a very vivid and an-almost-real sort of imagination.
I start my own story in my head about how I would interview people and how I would take public reaction and how I would interact with my fans and how I would love their appreciation.
And since that day I started making up whole scenarios in my mind about it. I used to create the scenes of it and loved it.
I loved the part where I'd interview my favorite people. I love knowing people who I usually interact with or want to interact with. I love asking people about their perception on things, people, life.
It amazes me of how much I STILL want to put in the interview part somewhere in my life because I'm so intrigued by human mind and it's thoughts. The thought that everyone is same and almost even reacts the same but is still a different person amazes me.
I don't want to be an RJ anymore but I would love, Absolutely love to interview some people and that would be un publicly, just for me.
People I'd want to interview would be Umera Ahmed, Samiya Mumtaz, Taylor Swift, A couple of my teachers, some characters from books and the list goes on...
These are people I want to know more about.
Over and Out with a promise to bring something good to you next time!
Friday, 11 January 2013
Cleaning up and busy mess
Assalam O Alaikum and Greetings!
I've been a busy bee lately. Things have been messy and sort of bad. I don't know why but these days I feel so frustrated for no reason and Out of this frustration I start crying... This weird thing has started happening to me.
Life has some times been good and sometimes bad. But obviously you cant get everything perfect at once!
I have loads and loads of cleaning to do. I've been away for so long and now I don't even remember the details I wanted to throw in. Since last two months I've been having eye allergy and sometimes it becomes very severe. My eyes start looking like two Red boiled eggs on the face!! I was'nt joking.
Today, I wanted to do things but I could'nt get them done... however I had my tummy time, I literally ate what ever I wanted to, How much I wanted to, when I wanted to. It felt awesome.
Icecream in winters is the best thing and I had that today!!
I feel nice!
You guys like icecream in winters?? No?! Try it sometime, You'll love..Mmm No.. Lurrvvee It, seriously!!
There are people in my life, oh well not really in-my-life anymore, they messed things up for me, poked their nose in my business, made things go rough and then Now they have guts to STILL send me request on social media web... I hate it! I hate how people dont even realize what they do.
I think I should end on a better note. I broke my glasses, AGAIN!! I don't know but these days God wants me to keep changing my specs! I got new glasses and they're far more comfortable. I likey!
Over and out with a promise to bring something good to you next time!
I've been a busy bee lately. Things have been messy and sort of bad. I don't know why but these days I feel so frustrated for no reason and Out of this frustration I start crying... This weird thing has started happening to me.
Life has some times been good and sometimes bad. But obviously you cant get everything perfect at once!
I have loads and loads of cleaning to do. I've been away for so long and now I don't even remember the details I wanted to throw in. Since last two months I've been having eye allergy and sometimes it becomes very severe. My eyes start looking like two Red boiled eggs on the face!! I was'nt joking.
Today, I wanted to do things but I could'nt get them done... however I had my tummy time, I literally ate what ever I wanted to, How much I wanted to, when I wanted to. It felt awesome.
Icecream in winters is the best thing and I had that today!!
I feel nice!
You guys like icecream in winters?? No?! Try it sometime, You'll love..Mmm No.. Lurrvvee It, seriously!!
There are people in my life, oh well not really in-my-life anymore, they messed things up for me, poked their nose in my business, made things go rough and then Now they have guts to STILL send me request on social media web... I hate it! I hate how people dont even realize what they do.
I think I should end on a better note. I broke my glasses, AGAIN!! I don't know but these days God wants me to keep changing my specs! I got new glasses and they're far more comfortable. I likey!
Over and out with a promise to bring something good to you next time!
Tuesday, 6 November 2012
Dream of Library, It's a Stupid Post.
Assalam O Alaikum and Greetings!
It's been a while since I wrote anything cool.... I have my first year finals in december, I have no confidence and everything I learn, I forget it the next day, don't tell me to write what i learn because there's not enough time left... I hate physical chemistry.. So it's prep is'nt as good.
So this post is going to be very random.
Going back to the Randoms.... You know, these days I've got this weird habit of adding 'stupid' with everything like "Where are my stupid slippers?" or "I want a stupid glass" or "The stupid phone is'nt working".
I have absolutely no idea why on earth do I say this!!
I got Cheddar Cheese Spread And I'm deeply in love with it. I love cheese actually. I can eat cheese anywhere and anyplace, trust me!!
I broke my glasses a few days back, now Thank God I had another pair for back up otherwise I'd be doomed... Imagine me going to college with out specs... A step here, a step there and then some ear piercing sound of car brakes and BOOSHHH!!!! this blogger girl would'a been GONE!!!
I act way below my age when I'm with my elder siblings, I literally become a baby. I think it's high time I should behave myself. But then... You know I somehow just can't control it, waisey bhi agar koi nakhrey utha raha ho tou faida uthana chahiyay aisay naadir moqay ka.
I have'nt read a good book since ages. Once I get over with some stuff, I'll InshaALLAH buy some books. Actually I'll buy ALOT of books.
I have this one weird dream of having a white library, in which chair and table are ok to have but a Small bed is MUST To have. Yeahh a bed in a library. It's cozy and more comfortable to read in bed rather then chair. The library MUST be white. full White, No combo just white. That's an awkward dream I just shared with you guys.
I can't wear... Okay this is something you'd not expect coming out of a 19 year old girl's blog but , well, uhh...
I CAN'T WEAR HEELS!!
High heels, Low heels, NO HEELS! just Flat! I feel like I'll fall. I can't walk in heels. I look like a lunatic dying for balancing herself when I walk in heels. If I ever wear heels, they must not be very high and the sandal have to have a strap at the ankle for support, other wise, I'm not wearing it.
I want to be 2 feet taller than I am now.
I guess this is it then...
I hope I did'nt bore you guys.
please pray for me, my stupid exams!
Over And Out With A Promise To Bring Something Good to You Next Time!
It's been a while since I wrote anything cool.... I have my first year finals in december, I have no confidence and everything I learn, I forget it the next day, don't tell me to write what i learn because there's not enough time left... I hate physical chemistry.. So it's prep is'nt as good.
So this post is going to be very random.
Going back to the Randoms.... You know, these days I've got this weird habit of adding 'stupid' with everything like "Where are my stupid slippers?" or "I want a stupid glass" or "The stupid phone is'nt working".
I have absolutely no idea why on earth do I say this!!
I got Cheddar Cheese Spread And I'm deeply in love with it. I love cheese actually. I can eat cheese anywhere and anyplace, trust me!!
I broke my glasses a few days back, now Thank God I had another pair for back up otherwise I'd be doomed... Imagine me going to college with out specs... A step here, a step there and then some ear piercing sound of car brakes and BOOSHHH!!!! this blogger girl would'a been GONE!!!
I act way below my age when I'm with my elder siblings, I literally become a baby. I think it's high time I should behave myself. But then... You know I somehow just can't control it, waisey bhi agar koi nakhrey utha raha ho tou faida uthana chahiyay aisay naadir moqay ka.
I have'nt read a good book since ages. Once I get over with some stuff, I'll InshaALLAH buy some books. Actually I'll buy ALOT of books.
I have this one weird dream of having a white library, in which chair and table are ok to have but a Small bed is MUST To have. Yeahh a bed in a library. It's cozy and more comfortable to read in bed rather then chair. The library MUST be white. full White, No combo just white. That's an awkward dream I just shared with you guys.
I can't wear... Okay this is something you'd not expect coming out of a 19 year old girl's blog but , well, uhh...
I CAN'T WEAR HEELS!!
High heels, Low heels, NO HEELS! just Flat! I feel like I'll fall. I can't walk in heels. I look like a lunatic dying for balancing herself when I walk in heels. If I ever wear heels, they must not be very high and the sandal have to have a strap at the ankle for support, other wise, I'm not wearing it.
I want to be 2 feet taller than I am now.
I guess this is it then...
I hope I did'nt bore you guys.
please pray for me, my stupid exams!
Over And Out With A Promise To Bring Something Good to You Next Time!
Monday, 10 September 2012
FReakinG 19 YeArS Olddd!!!
Assalam O aliakum And greetings!
How are you all doing? I'm doing perfectly awesome ALHUMDULILAH :D
How are you all doing? I'm doing perfectly awesome ALHUMDULILAH :D
Yeah so this post is about my Birthday! Yeaaahhh... I am now 18 19 YEARS OLD! It seems quite Adult adult now! When I hear the words 19 years for my self I suddenly feel like an older and perhaps more mature person. This is my last teenage year... After this year I'll never be able to go back to the teenage again and live that life.. I want to enjoy this year as much as I can. I will miss my old days too, as there are certain things that I won't be doing now but i will concentrate more on what I would be doing from now on.... Life is just the same, my mind, my thinking and the way I look at things has changed. My perception of things has changed. And I think I'm welcoming all these changes warm heartedly and loving them too. I'm enjoying the time!
This birthday was the most coolest-est birthday I could ever have... My friends made my day.. we had fun and enjoyed ourselves... we were these four crazy lunatics roaming around the city... That was the day I lived each moment rejoicing and smiling... I've lived those moments!! And for my friends though they won't be reading my blog but to them: This is coming straight from my heart I love you guys, thankyou making me feel so special and for doing what you did. Thankyou for being there, always. Thankyou for just being you. You constitute half of my world and mean a lot to me, even more than you can imagine!
Rest is all good, I think I'm too emotional for now to write anymore...
Over and out with a promise to bring something good to you next time!
And here are the songs that I'm currently obsessed with these days:
This is Awesome and Next one is:
This birthday was the most coolest-est birthday I could ever have... My friends made my day.. we had fun and enjoyed ourselves... we were these four crazy lunatics roaming around the city... That was the day I lived each moment rejoicing and smiling... I've lived those moments!! And for my friends though they won't be reading my blog but to them: This is coming straight from my heart I love you guys, thankyou making me feel so special and for doing what you did. Thankyou for being there, always. Thankyou for just being you. You constitute half of my world and mean a lot to me, even more than you can imagine!
Rest is all good, I think I'm too emotional for now to write anymore...
Over and out with a promise to bring something good to you next time!
And here are the songs that I'm currently obsessed with these days:
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