From A Mother, To Another!

With all it's beginings,
Life began,
After so many years,
Life began,
So many firsts,
So many lasts,
Life began,
Time is precious,
Time is fast,
This will all go by,
before I know,
Then I'll remember, years ago,
Life Began,
I'll remember all the firsts,
I'll remember all the lasts,
I'll remember the journey,
and all it's days,
When times were tough,
When times didn't move,
When times were happy,
On a roller coaster ride,
And I'll say to myself,
Oh how beautifully,
My life began!





                       This ladies and gentlemen, is a small way of announcing that my journey as mother began about 6 months ago and really, life began, when I welcomed my precious little daughter in this world!

                      The journey from a woman to a mother changed me 360°. Little did I know, I'll not only fall in love with my daughter all that much but I'll love my own mum like I've never loved before.




                       To my mum I'd say, Thankyou Ammi! Thank you for raising me the right way despite of all that you went through! Times had been tough, You and I both suffered, we went through so much, but in the end, storms passed, skies cleared, rainbow did shine down on us!
                      Soon after, we lost our hero, but I because of you and you because of me, stood firm and cleared the test. Because of you, I am here. I couldnt have done that without you.
                      Thank you Ammi, for raising me the way I'd want to raise my daughter. You set the standards, You built the foundations. You made it easier, happier. I've never seen a woman as strong as you! Thank You Ammi, for all the love. Thank You Ammi, for being my rock, even now!



                       And as I cry, typing all of this, I am sure my siblings feel the same way! Ammi, we're all humble and Thankful to you for all the struggles you went through with raising us and making us who we are today! We love you to the moon and back!

Random Thoughts About Life

Assalam o Alaikum and Greetings!
                                               So, my dear dear readers, as the name suggests this is going to be a random array of thoughts jotted down in comfort of my nest in a cold December afternoon.



I think when it comes to relationships, possibilities and chances are two different things. They somehow don't sync in this context.



Happiness leads it's own ways. It does'nt really depend on situations or materialistic things. If you are willing, you can be happy with nothing in your hands. The strangest thing about happiness is, it increases when you spread it. Also, it's contagious. You see one of your loved one happy, there is no way you are not going to feel your heart jumping with joy.


The way you perceive things is the way you will lead your life. That is the reason why everyone emphasizes on being optimistic. You take things in a positive manner and you lead life with positivity.


Life doesn't stop for you or for anyone else. It goes on, as it has to go on. The people at the end, only remain in heart.



Sometimes, you keep so much in your heart, it starts hurting like never before. A good way to channel your emotions and energies out is very necessary or the burden on the heart will only get heavier and you will end up stuck somewhere you don't want to be, without anymore energy to move on.



It's very important to cherish people in your life. Thank you is a word you should constantly be saying to those around you. It lets others know you don't take take them for granted, you value them and the things they do for you are appreciated. It strengthens your bond, gives it meaning.



You see, there is a thing about human beings. As much as we crave for love, we crave for appreciation too. We need appreciation as we go on. We will drop down if not appreciated, our talents get covered with hopelessness. Learn to appreciate things and people around you.



Love should always be expressed.



Things don't Just happen. Everything, every moment, every event happens for a reason. It just takes us a really long while to reach to reason. But as we go through life, we should always keep in mind, there was a way things happened, it shall be worthed in the end.



And ladies and gentlemen, that is that for now. Hope to see you soon again. Thank you so much for your appreciation and kind words. It gives me a reason to write and more importantly, a reason to smile.
More things will be coming your way soon. A lot of big updates of my life too.
Oh and did I tell you all? There has been an addition to my wonderful family. My niece was born in October. She is the joy of my heart and the twinkle of my eye.


Hope to see you soon again. :)
Sending smiles and love.

To You, With Love And Respect, Me.

That smile of yours sweeps my feet away,
Your hug, like an assurance of being safe,
Your eyes that hold so much love,
Are like diamonds shining bright,
The way you walk,
Feels like a definition of grace,
The way you talk,
Feels like a melody so sweet,
No matter, how much I try,
Thankyou won't ever be enough,
For, everything you do is way too special,
And talk about paybacks?
That is'nt even possible!




This is a dedication to a person, who is generous, gracious and kind, who I love and admire and respect ALOT, who has a HUGE importance in my life. And As I have said.. Thankyou will never be enough. Today was special, Alhumdulillah!

Dream, Magic, Fairytale... Thankyou Teacher, for all of that!

Assalam O Alaikum and Greetings!
                                               Wow.. this has been FANTASTIC weekend and start of yet another fantastic week. I got my teacher, Dr. Fakhrun-nisa to read my letter and she commented on two times and then in front of whole class, she said thankyou and she clapped for me and she hugged me and well...
It was a fairytale, I am still stuck in it!
I mean she commented on it and then she revisited to check if I'd read it or not. She is so NICE! I mean who really cares that much, I am just another student of her class but she did give me importance, she appreciated me and made me feel special. Thankyou, A HUGE thankyou to her for doing all of that.
I was WONDERSTRUCK. I am.
It was all like a dream and it was all So magical. Now I really actually know what magic is!
That moment when she hugged me, when she held my hand and said good things should be shared and when she clapped for me in the class, with the whole class room clapping for me as well, It was all magic. Amazing magic.

I really hope it's just a beginning to something wonderful.

And now I truly believe everything happens for a reason. I did not wanted to go to this college but I had to. Now I know why I had to.

Thankyou For Doing all of this. I am SO honoured! I feel so lucky and blessed and.. Thankful to my GOD and To My Teacher for taking all of this so seriously and not treating it like just another thing. Thankyou for believing in me and appreciating me.Thankyou for the kind words you said in the class. I know I am so bad at expressing myself in person. So, words are here on this place that might express a tiny bit of what I feel. Thankyou!



Hope She visits this place again! :')



A HUGE Thankyou to my Best Friends for continously listening to my extra-excited-over-obsessed stories.
I know it would have all been so incomplete if I did not have you to listen to me while I could not distingiush between my own emotions! Thankyou for being there... Even though I do not thankyou guys enough and I am really not a humble person with you. So, thankyou for bearing me with those butterflies in my stomach stories! Ms. Khan And Ms. Zuberi thankyou very much.







Anddd on totally another note, I am enjoying my last day as a teenager *winks* :D