A Glimpse Through Momhood

                                    As I look back on my life, I see how quickly time changed and it changed me, with it. I remember once, time was all mine. Now, I run after it like a maniac and it still slips out of my hands so fast. Once I was a little girl, so care-free.Now I am a mother of a little girl myself. Responsibilities lie over my shoulder and it gets heavier each day. A new task, a new errand, a new milestone awaits as I wake up each day.
                                    Life after marriage and motherhood drastically changed me. It challenged me. I had to embrace everything along, with open mind and heart.
                                     It isn't so bad, but it is no doubt pretty tough. It is tough when people look up to you for their needs. All of a sudden, sometimes, it hits you, you have to be there, even when on some days, you don't want to be. You have to, for your people, you have to.
                                     Now, when I remember old times what I miss is the calmness I once had in my heart. I don't really have the same feeling anymore. My soul was calm, subtle. I had time. I had freedom. Now, I wait for the end of the day to have 5 minutes for myself as I lie on my bed.
                                      But this is life. This is how it gets along. My mum would have done the same and my daughter will do that too. This is how it works. Everything has it's perks. I enjoy little moments of serenity as I hug my little one close to my chest. I love it when she has that one particular look on her face that no one else gets. I get glimpses of love in her eyes. I didn't really understand love before I met my precious little daughter.
                                     Life is tough, quick and wonderful. I couldn't have known a better mum, husband or a better daughter. I wouldn't have it any other way!
 

You

In the entirety of sanity,
In complete faith,
In utter belief,
In all my senses,
With hopes of rainbows,
With thoughts of joys,
All moments; splendid,
All minutes; divine,
My heart beats,
To the rythem of your breaths,
My soul captures,
Every second spent with you,
And in solace do I find,
All that I need, want and love,
Is You.

Miseries in the town of her heart

And she stood,
Between her walls,
The walls so tall,
Drowning aches
Down her throat,
Reaching her heart,
Lonliness engulfs,
Her poor soul,
Taking away,
It's grieving breaths,
Pains too deep,
And then she surrenders,
To pains,
Aches,
Lonliness,
And walls.
She surrenders.

Un named Thoughts.

I drown into the depths of my soul,
Disappear into thoughts too deep,
Vanish from the worldly chaos,


I let it all take over me,
I let it take me away,
I let it bury me deep,


I fly in the sea,
To the farthest ends,
I dive in the skies,
To the top most heights,


I find my bliss,
I find my peace,
I enrich my soul with it,
Until the next time...

YOU.

You, with your soul and your heart,
You, with your body and your mind,
You, with your words and your phrases,
You, with your pen and your paper,
You- the solitary one.



You, without wishes, without dreams
You, without aims, without aspirations
You, without feelings, without emotions
You- the plain one.



You, too dependant
You, with too many expectations
You, keeping things back.




But   You- Still holding on
        You- Still keeping hope
        You- Still going on
        You- Still smiling
        You- Still staying same
        You- Still caring
        You- Still too loving
        You- Still Being you
        You- The Amazing YOU!