Just Vanished!

Between those things I vanish,
In those words and some phrases,
You would see me there, Vanished.

In all those moments and all those times,
When you see people happy and getting around,
You would see me there, Vanished.

Like an insect I could die, like a butterfly I could flutter,
But between the fluttering and dying,
You would see me there, Vanished.

Blinking my eyes and stopping the tears,
Trying to appear calm and strong,
While holding myself, you would see me there, Vanished.

Talking and laughing, playing around,
Doing everything that you'd do too,
You would see me there... Vanished!




Over and Out with a promise to bring something good to you next time!

And you would know.

And You would know in an instant...
You would know who is yours.
You would know who cares.
You would know who just says and who really acts.
The house of words would fall so hard.
The tower of act would only get stronger.
A time will come and you will realize, you will know.
Reality comes crashing down and hits you hard.
Those caring, will still be caring, those loving, will still be loving.
Just that a few names will be omitted.
Just that some people will be your history.
Just that some people will make it into the past.
Just that your heart will hurt alot-
But you will know, it's still a blessing.
It's still good. Because you got to know.
In disguise, you'll realize,
Who writes 'your's truly' and who really is.

AWARRRRDDDD!!

Assalam O Alaikum & greetings!
                                          How are you my people? How is Ramadan Kareem going? I hope it's nice.
I am proud to announce Ridx at Miss Ridx ;)  has given me an award.
She has an amazing blog and she is one of the most sweetest people I know on blogger. You all should visit her blog. It's Awesome!

It's Liebster award!

Thank you for the award! It's so kind of you! :)
I am answering the questions right away!

So her Questions are following and They are ALOT, yes as you scroll down you are going to see alot of questions so this is going to be a pretty long post!

Have you ever made a prank phone call? 

Oh Don't ask me! I did that when I was very young. I was staying at my cousin's place and we made lots of prank calls at 2 am! No body found out about us, still we never did that again, it was fun though! :D

Do you believe in karma?

 I do.

What is your perfect pizza? 

Pizza with LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS of cheese, some chicken, pepperoni and capsicum. Yum!

 
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?

Literally First thought usually is : ganaa ganay se pehlay kalma parhna hai! LOL that's because when ever I wake up, my brain turns on some background music and that's pretty weird!


 
What is your first thought before you go to bed?   
Oh it's random. Sometimes praying that I get up on time next day, sometimes I make a list in my head of to-do notes for the next day, sometimes I think I should be munching some chocolate right now!

 

Do you get along with your family?

Yep!

Do you make wishes on shooting stars?   

I read Islamic history for shooting stars, since then, nop.

If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? 
Erm...I will have to change minds of people to change that one day, it's hard to answer!

Do you remember your dreams? 

Yeah, sometimes. I still remember some really weird and horrible nightmares which I had way back.

 
 

Are you a morning person or a night person? 
Both!

 

Do you have any phobias?  

Even if I have any, they are'nt discovered yet, so, No.

If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature what new animal would you 

 create?

I Wouldn't!


  

What's the most unusual conversation you've ever had?

I don't remember right now, but there are many!


 

If your parents hated your partner you currently loved would you ditch him or carry on with him despite the protests?  
I don't have a partner yet! ;)

And when I will have that would be through my parents *full desi* so No chances of that! 

 

Have you ever been professionally photographed?

No. 


 

Do you prefer blue or black inked pens?

Blueeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I love it! Also I think I write more neatly in blue.


 

Have you ever baked your own cake?

 My own Birthday cake? No, but I have baked cakes a lot of times.

What's your favorite smell/scent?

Baby scent and Indian Jasmine or Motiya.


 

Can you blow bubbles with bubblegum?

Yeaaaa!! :D
Andd It's fun! 

What was your favorite birthday?

19th Birthday was my favourite birthday because my friends came, we chilled out, it was a lot of fun! I'll never forget it!

Haiyyy Ridxy I'm tired now! :D I'll continue anyway!!

 

Can you curl your tongue?
I just tried after reading your question and my answer is : Yes, I can. It's so easy by the way! :p

 

If you could learn any language fluently what would it be?
Chinese and Persian!

 

What historical Figure would you love to see in 21st century life?

Lady Diana. and also Sir Allama Mohammad Iqbal, I wanted to see him in real when I was young!

As a kid were you ever frightened of a monster under the bed or in the cupboard?

I was frightened of monsters, yes, but not under the bed or inside the cupboard.



  

Do you like clowns?

I neither like them nor dislike.


 

Are you a clean or messy person?

Astonishingly both. I am particularly clean in few  things and I am real messy in some. I keep the balance. ;)



 

Can you play chess?
Yes I can. With all thanks to Chess Titans of Microsoft Corporation, Windows and slow internet connection.

 

What's your favorite Movie quote?

Such a zalim question. Manyyyyyy.

 

What's your favorite type of tree?
None. Should I have a favorite type of tree?!

If you could bankrupt one person or company who would it be?
No one. I am too forgiving! *batters lashes*

If you could steal one thing without consequence what would it be?

Let me change it I would steal for a day with out consequences, Okay?!

I'll head to chocolate factory and steal all the yummy chocolate, then I'll head to the Nestle juices and steal cartons of orange juices, next I'll go to a pizza shop and steal as many pizzas I can and also Russian salad, then I'll go to steal some extra cheasy Zinger and then I'll go steal a HUGE freezer to store all of it. I'm such a foodie! :p

books also came to my mind but No. I'll just buy books, I hate stealing them! 

Do you prefer shopping on the high street or online? 
Shopping High street, yea!

Would you ever want to learn to fly?

Yes, Yes, YESSSS!!

 

Do you often read your horoscope? 
Nop I don't believe in it so I don't.

Have you ever had a proper Tarot reading? 
No.

 

What's your favorite brand of newspaper?

Dawn.

Do you do your utmost for the environment? 

I Try to, yes.

Do you ever make your own greetings cards?

Hell YEA. I love doing that! It's totally another feeling when the card you're giving someone has been made by you. I like to give and receive self made cards, I feel like there are more emotions involved this way.




So that's that people... Adois!

Success, Satisfaction, Smiles

Success is not measured in money, it is measured in smiles.
Satisfaction is not measured in smiles, it is only measured by one's heart!

Story of pain, misery, grieve and then a smile.

She stood before the mirror. Her face, pale. Her color, yellow. Eyes, sunken in the sockets. She was so lost that it took a few moments to realize it was her in the mirror. She had become scary. She touched her face and then touched the mirror. Taking a deep breath in, she accepted the ugly reality, it was her. Loneliness whispered in her ears. Sadness stood beside her.

All alone, she was there, thinking why was she left all alone. Why did she had to face all of this, why was fate so brutal. She stood there. Her life ran through her mind. She wanted to cry. She wanted to shout. She wanted to do something. But she couldn’t. She just couldn’t shout. It felt like every emotion was stuck inside, deep inside. So deep she couldn’t take it out. She thought it was now a part of her. Enriched deep inside her soul.

Next moment, she couldn’t breath. She stood up and tried to open the window. Fresh air came in. sunlight came with it. A realization hit. She had’nt seen sunlight since a long time. She stood before the window taking deep breaths in. She put her hands in her hair. They were the only thing left in her body that was still beautiful. Thick, brown, shiny beautiful hair. Sun light made them look even more beautiful. She looked at her hair and smiled. That was her first smile after a long time. It felt like years that she had’nt used this expression. She felt good. She stood there and thought, is it necessary for the world around me to be okay so that I feel good? Or am I enough for myself to make me feel good? When fate is’nt that brutal, why am I making it seem so brutal? If I can smile now, I can do anything.

Those were the last moments of her misery, sadness, grieve. She had realized she was important too.





Inspired by a writer, I attempted this, hope you'll like it. The place where I took inspiration  from is
THIS. She is an amazing writer! 

Surprises

Victory, sometimes gets to you in the most unbelievable way, in unexpected times... Stop keeping expectations from life and along with the sorrows and a little bit of misery, you will get some beautiful surprises! Surprises of smiles, surprises of laughters, surprises of joy, surprises of peace.